I just cant stop thinking that high school life is finally over after attending our Graduation Night yesterday. I gonna missed it honestly. Just by writing this post makes me sad, knowing that the people i've been living and spending time with for the passed years will come to a change. 10 years later, i'll be sitting in the office, when i'm taking a short break from my dreadful work, i'll think back..."I wish i could go back to school with my friends". I wouldn't say i spend my years in secondary school to the max but definitely i've made quite a number of real good friends. I remembered i transfered to SMK.SAS during form 4. Everything there was so new to me. I only got a hand full of the people i know there, it was hard. Later on, after adapting to my new school, i joined scouts and interact. Thats where i got to knew my current good friends. It was so much fun being beside them. When i needed help, they provided me help. When i was lost with something, they taught me how to go through it. Besides that, i know that there are times when i've been such a jerk and mean to certain people. I'm sorry for my selfishness.
Yesterday was our Graduation Night, it was wonderful. I personally like to attend formal wear events and the best part about prom was, all my friends were wearing formally. You know, a person would look so different when they wear a suit and a dress. Those outfits just beautify them. The girls were looking real gorgeous yesterday. Come on, look at rachael man. Hahaha. She looked totally different from her usual wear, its a compliment. On the other hand, guys in suit just look so smart. Marvin Sia rocks man! Love his pink shirt and red tie. We all had a wonderful night together. Spending maybe our last time together too. It is sad to know that your friend are gonna leave you especially Praveen. His going to Africa soon. I cant believe i'm saying this but i think i'm gonna miss him, not his 24/7-talking. Hahaha.
There is nothing else i would wanna wish for but only to keep my friendship strong with my good friends. Giap, Yu hong, Rachael, Ji mui, Karis, Wye hong, Vishal and more, sorry if i left your name out, thank you all so much for being there for me when i needed your help, honestly, i really appreciate it alot, probably i dont really know how to show it but i really do. And for all the mistake, wrong, misunderstanding and selfishness that i've done, i'm really sorry, please forgive me. I know that each and everyone of us are going to our individual ways but i really hope we can still keep our friendship strong and everlasting. We can do our usual stuffs, like tiba-tiba in the evening, you all receive a msg either from me or rachael asking you guys to catch a show last minute or yamcha. Hahaha. It was seriously fun la, best of my teenage life. You guys rocks!
I guess i'm gonna end this post here. To all my friends, have a great life ahead! And pls take care.
To whom may concern, you know who you are:
I'm really lost in our friendship. I never felt this way between us before because we had a strong friendship. I know that i've done something that made you felt uncomfortable, unhappy or angry. And the problem now is that i really dont know what is it that i've done. I've been cracking my head for days, trying to figure out what have i done that. You've been treating me so cold lately and i'm really upset about it. We used to talked alot, laugh alot but the connection is just not there anymore. I am really really sorry for what i've done which i really dont know what is it. Please forgive me. I really dont want to lose our good friendship.
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